Saturday, July 31, 2010
watever lah. heck care.
雨下整夜 我的愛溢出就像雨水
院子落葉 跟我的思念厚厚一疊
幾句是非 也無法將我的熱情冷卻
你出現在我詩的每一頁。。。。
lyrics quoted by 周杰伦~~
from 七里香。。。
random sia.
will edit tmr...
院子落葉 跟我的思念厚厚一疊
幾句是非 也無法將我的熱情冷卻
你出現在我詩的每一頁。。。。
lyrics quoted by 周杰伦~~
from 七里香。。。
random sia.
will edit tmr...
this heart of mine was broken at 2:31 AM
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Saturday, July 24, 2010
Lucifer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~
TAemin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIR STYLE CHANGED! KEY TOO~ T.T ~~~~
Jong hyun, minho, and onew.....they no difference lah. go see lucifer's parody subs mv here:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_myCQi4S9VU
Jong hyun, minho, and onew.....they no difference lah. go see lucifer's parody subs mv here:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_myCQi4S9VU
this heart of mine was broken at 1:52 AM
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TMD, ccb any how talk cock......
today, i'm going to tell u wat i do during this week. ONLY the CLIMAX. i scolded one ccb at her blog. stupid loh. she blogs the FALSE TRUTH. she blogs as if the humans owes her a living, like the world owes her. i try not to write dirty words on this post but i will use short forms. fkin' hard to talk to her. if she dun like me just tell it to MY FACE instead of being a COWARD that blogs behind other ppl's back and blogs she dun like me. far-girl sia. she expects other ppl to flock around her like she SUPERSTAR like that. (okay lah, seriously, singlish is getting in my way, alamak...) haiz................she even trys to influence the sec 1. i hope the sec 1s dun kana polluted.
OKAY~! HAPPY THINGS NOW!
ELBRUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2ND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AT LEAST WE MAINTAINED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUHAHAHAHA.
WE DEFINITELY WILL WIN SOMEDAY, JUST WAIT, VINSON!
MARK MY WORDS! WE WILL!
TODAY , i shouted like hell tgt with germaine n angie.Shouting loudly esp for elbrus, i felt good. XD
Some sad things...........................
i screamed in my room, really loud. no light no nothing. just me, n i sitting in the dark room. i cried too. i cried as if someone died. i shouted and cried like nobody's business. no one was at home that time. i had the freedom to do wat i want.
i cried , yes, because of u. u stupid jerk, i suddenly remembered u. it was painful.
i figured i did the right thing to send that sms. the last sms i send with no emotions in it. the last sms was "ok."
i think u played/toyed with my feeling coz i cannot feel that u're serious. everytime u sms me " joking or play with u only", it made it even worse. why do i even care?
dun wanna care any more.
wanna throw away my heart.
Buh-Bye~
KCL~~~~~~~~
OKAY~! HAPPY THINGS NOW!
ELBRUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2ND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AT LEAST WE MAINTAINED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUHAHAHAHA.
WE DEFINITELY WILL WIN SOMEDAY, JUST WAIT, VINSON!
MARK MY WORDS! WE WILL!
TODAY , i shouted like hell tgt with germaine n angie.Shouting loudly esp for elbrus, i felt good. XD
Some sad things...........................
i screamed in my room, really loud. no light no nothing. just me, n i sitting in the dark room. i cried too. i cried as if someone died. i shouted and cried like nobody's business. no one was at home that time. i had the freedom to do wat i want.
i cried , yes, because of u. u stupid jerk, i suddenly remembered u. it was painful.
i figured i did the right thing to send that sms. the last sms i send with no emotions in it. the last sms was "ok."
i think u played/toyed with my feeling coz i cannot feel that u're serious. everytime u sms me " joking or play with u only", it made it even worse. why do i even care?
dun wanna care any more.
wanna throw away my heart.
Buh-Bye~
KCL~~~~~~~~
this heart of mine was broken at 1:41 AM
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Sunday, July 18, 2010
sianz..
HI_YUM~
tmd, why u so retard sia. haiz, i sometimes also talk to myself lah. i think, we're similar in some ways.
SO SICK. COUGHING n RUNNY NOSE LIKE MAD.
SOMETIMES, when i say i'm fine, i'm really NOT fine.
when i'm crazy, u might not notice the tears in my eyes as i spin myself.
i make no sense in watever i;m toking abt.
SO WATEVER.
BYE.
ps. so tired of guessing, JUST TELL IT TO MY FACE ALR.
tmd, why u so retard sia. haiz, i sometimes also talk to myself lah. i think, we're similar in some ways.
SO SICK. COUGHING n RUNNY NOSE LIKE MAD.
SOMETIMES, when i say i'm fine, i'm really NOT fine.
when i'm crazy, u might not notice the tears in my eyes as i spin myself.
i make no sense in watever i;m toking abt.
SO WATEVER.
BYE.
ps. so tired of guessing, JUST TELL IT TO MY FACE ALR.
this heart of mine was broken at 12:33 AM
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Saturday, July 17, 2010
100% ACCURATE ABT ME.
射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。
她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的>意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外.
你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。
她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。
她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。
她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。
她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。
别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。
千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。
她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁. 她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。
在她的世界里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑她心 里的，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。
她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的>意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外.
你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。
她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。
她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。
她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。
她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。
别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。
千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。
她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁. 她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。
在她的世界里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑她心 里的，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。
this heart of mine was broken at 12:37 AM
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Monday, July 12, 2010
huh? I dun understand.
hi-yum~
hey, fake melissa, i gotta weird feeling that u're avoiding me. why is that so? so scared meh? everytime i log in fb, u come out. ACT CUTE AH?? wth sia.....i just want to disturb someone for a change. coz there's too much times when ppl sms me n say they very bored n want me to entertain them. i just want someone to entertain me FOR A CHANGE. Is that to much to ask? Ah, wat the f*** sia. sianz, haiz, next time i disturb ppl, die die also dun want say my name anymore. NOT FUN.
ps. I DUN BITE, FYI!
haiz, dunno alr lah. so emotional these days. if i hurt anybody in any ways, tell me off. or punch me if u want.
BTW, SPAIN WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OWNAGE OVER U, B1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U GOT SERVED! XD
hey, fake melissa, i gotta weird feeling that u're avoiding me. why is that so? so scared meh? everytime i log in fb, u come out. ACT CUTE AH?? wth sia.....i just want to disturb someone for a change. coz there's too much times when ppl sms me n say they very bored n want me to entertain them. i just want someone to entertain me FOR A CHANGE. Is that to much to ask? Ah, wat the f*** sia. sianz, haiz, next time i disturb ppl, die die also dun want say my name anymore. NOT FUN.
ps. I DUN BITE, FYI!
haiz, dunno alr lah. so emotional these days. if i hurt anybody in any ways, tell me off. or punch me if u want.
BTW, SPAIN WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OWNAGE OVER U, B1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U GOT SERVED! XD
this heart of mine was broken at 11:35 PM
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Tuesday, July 06, 2010
haiz. my phone has failed me. no choice but to type here.... dear diary, wo you dian xin dong dan wo bu nen zhe yang......' i can give u a smile but after i turned around, tears dropped down on the ground.'-anoymous.
this heart of mine was broken at 12:36 AM
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