Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Me, Me , Me.
Hey yo wads up?
okays...i gonna stop acting now....i'm not cheerful AT ALL. I feel like killing ppl if it wasn't illegal. I could slash at random ppl.I could be emo all day , lock myself in the room n NEVER come out. Why is it so hard to smile? i mean...from the inside, not out. Nowadays i feel so hard to smile at a camera anymore. I felt un-natural n fake. SOMEONE help me?
I wish i could own one death note w/o their TnC..(terms n condition)
I would slash anyhow at myself if i can't feel the pain....i just dun want to invisible anymore...i HATE being invisible n alone....I hate ppl who smoke esp my family members coz i would have to wait for them to finish doing their stuff....
I want a guy who doesn't mind me being crazy abt BEAST n KyuHyun..doesn't smoke, have some fashion sense, sense of humour,taller than me, but most importantly, he'll have to LOVE me with his heart n soul. Coz i have let few ppl in my life n they have hurt me. I hardly trust anyone anymore......my heart's ripping n dripping with blood....holes that i can't fix......ppl who think u understand me...u dun, rite? after reading this, do u still want to be friends with me? I think i have different characters within me......only two at the moment has came out....hahahaha..... SERIOUSLY, i'm not joking here.
I'm insecure, always, always wanted someone to protect me. I'm a cry-baby too...wanted ppl to comfort me.I'm so imperfect in ways, that mayb u can't see. I always wish that i could kill myself w/o feeling the pain.
mayb, i should die.
DO U WANT TO ADOPT ME?
okays...i gonna stop acting now....i'm not cheerful AT ALL. I feel like killing ppl if it wasn't illegal. I could slash at random ppl.I could be emo all day , lock myself in the room n NEVER come out. Why is it so hard to smile? i mean...from the inside, not out. Nowadays i feel so hard to smile at a camera anymore. I felt un-natural n fake. SOMEONE help me?
I wish i could own one death note w/o their TnC..(terms n condition)
I would slash anyhow at myself if i can't feel the pain....i just dun want to invisible anymore...i HATE being invisible n alone....I hate ppl who smoke esp my family members coz i would have to wait for them to finish doing their stuff....
I want a guy who doesn't mind me being crazy abt BEAST n KyuHyun..doesn't smoke, have some fashion sense, sense of humour,taller than me, but most importantly, he'll have to LOVE me with his heart n soul. Coz i have let few ppl in my life n they have hurt me. I hardly trust anyone anymore......my heart's ripping n dripping with blood....holes that i can't fix......ppl who think u understand me...u dun, rite? after reading this, do u still want to be friends with me? I think i have different characters within me......only two at the moment has came out....hahahaha..... SERIOUSLY, i'm not joking here.
I'm insecure, always, always wanted someone to protect me. I'm a cry-baby too...wanted ppl to comfort me.I'm so imperfect in ways, that mayb u can't see. I always wish that i could kill myself w/o feeling the pain.
mayb, i should die.
DO U WANT TO ADOPT ME?
this heart of mine was broken at 12:25 AM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
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