Tuesday, August 10, 2010
today.......i went karaoke for STEPH bday celebration~~~~~and also, saw....him*.
WITH PERMISSION, i am allowed to go to the karaoke from 11pm to 1pm.
SO SAD. Yeah, and hor, time always seems to go so fast whenever u're enjoying urself. manage to sing the important songs like *WO AI TA* , SHERO, CHONG BAI, SHOCK(YES, FROM BEAST), AND BAD GIRL!!!!!!!! hahahaha. muhahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sadly to say, i, accurately leave the ktv at 1pm. T~T ......btw, hahas, hw haven do sia.....now i'm at shop typing this post. okay and i was going to shop, on the way to the mrt. I SAW HIM. Not JL, but is RT.....his face NEVER change. still that nerdy. hahahas.
yeah, for ppl who dun noe....i, um...........like him b4 . BUT THAT's quite long ago le. I'm SEC 3 now....that time was..like....primary 6. actually i nvr had feelings for him at primary school( we sit beside each other mah.) But maybe, after all the fight, teasing and other stuff....had me grown feelings for him. BUT..........i nvr confessed or anything larh. maybe, no courage to do so. regretted a little but i DON'T now. saw him at there was like " OMG, it's him...shit shit shit shit*covers face*......" So yeah. it was THAT kind of feelings now. and i wonder....if this year's teacher's day reached alr, and i have to go back to primary school......would he be shocked to see me? i mean, i cut my hair alr mah...grew longer hair too. hmm......mayb will get a little bit shocked? i dunno larh. lolz. why do i care sia.....aiya, dun care le larh. sian. RT was like, he seriously nvr changed and hairstyle too. hahahas. no money cut hair ah? hahahahas. btw, i saw him but he didn't see me. Oh well. watever larh. the feelings gone alr. so i dun have to like, care le.
Rt and JL, they are two different subjects. JL is a bastard but RT is a hopeless cum slow cum stupid guy.
I think RT noes but he acted as if he don't. JL was a wrong start. i dun even noe him that well sia. i felt sooooooo stupid after the clean break from him. i shouldn't have said "yes". i shouldn't have chatted with him since he doesn't give a fuck to rmb wat i told him. it was stupid. i felt like a complete fool after all the drama. i doubted he has any real feelings for me. maybe, i was just a toy he got tired of playing with. As wat G.Na sings, "the love u tossed away, u take it." TAKE IT, JL. I DUN EVEN WANT TO KEEP THIS MEMORY OF U. I deleted him from fb, msn. but i haven deleted him at tagged.com . coz i dun even want to go to the website anymore. I DUN CARE ANYMORE. u.......i was a babo. A baka. haiz.........sadded.
oh well, i just realised a typed very long post....... so, bye.
THE GIRL WHO WILL LEARN TO LIVE W/O YOU,
CL.
SO SAD. Yeah, and hor, time always seems to go so fast whenever u're enjoying urself. manage to sing the important songs like *WO AI TA* , SHERO, CHONG BAI, SHOCK(YES, FROM BEAST), AND BAD GIRL!!!!!!!! hahahaha. muhahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sadly to say, i, accurately leave the ktv at 1pm. T~T ......btw, hahas, hw haven do sia.....now i'm at shop typing this post. okay and i was going to shop, on the way to the mrt. I SAW HIM. Not JL, but is RT.....his face NEVER change. still that nerdy. hahahas.
yeah, for ppl who dun noe....i, um...........like him b4 . BUT THAT's quite long ago le. I'm SEC 3 now....that time was..like....primary 6. actually i nvr had feelings for him at primary school( we sit beside each other mah.) But maybe, after all the fight, teasing and other stuff....had me grown feelings for him. BUT..........i nvr confessed or anything larh. maybe, no courage to do so. regretted a little but i DON'T now. saw him at there was like " OMG, it's him...shit shit shit shit*covers face*......" So yeah. it was THAT kind of feelings now. and i wonder....if this year's teacher's day reached alr, and i have to go back to primary school......would he be shocked to see me? i mean, i cut my hair alr mah...grew longer hair too. hmm......mayb will get a little bit shocked? i dunno larh. lolz. why do i care sia.....aiya, dun care le larh. sian. RT was like, he seriously nvr changed and hairstyle too. hahahas. no money cut hair ah? hahahahas. btw, i saw him but he didn't see me. Oh well. watever larh. the feelings gone alr. so i dun have to like, care le.
Rt and JL, they are two different subjects. JL is a bastard but RT is a hopeless cum slow cum stupid guy.
I think RT noes but he acted as if he don't. JL was a wrong start. i dun even noe him that well sia. i felt sooooooo stupid after the clean break from him. i shouldn't have said "yes". i shouldn't have chatted with him since he doesn't give a fuck to rmb wat i told him. it was stupid. i felt like a complete fool after all the drama. i doubted he has any real feelings for me. maybe, i was just a toy he got tired of playing with. As wat G.Na sings, "the love u tossed away, u take it." TAKE IT, JL. I DUN EVEN WANT TO KEEP THIS MEMORY OF U. I deleted him from fb, msn. but i haven deleted him at tagged.com . coz i dun even want to go to the website anymore. I DUN CARE ANYMORE. u.......i was a babo. A baka. haiz.........sadded.
oh well, i just realised a typed very long post....... so, bye.
THE GIRL WHO WILL LEARN TO LIVE W/O YOU,
CL.
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