Saturday, May 28, 2011
Hate.
I freaking hate my brother.
I hate ppl who smokes around me.
I hate ppl who are FUCKING arrogant.(a lil emotional here, sorry.)
I hate flirts.
I hate jl.
I hate rt.
I hate love.
I hate my asthma.
I hate that i'm often breathless.
I hate being alone.
I hate that i have to agree with other ppl even though i don't.
I hate homework.
I hate fake ppl.
I hate to do reflections.
I hate the ppl that i dun like even though i dunno why i dun like them. (it's their face..maybe?)
I hate to put up a show.
I hate when ppl asks me qns when i'm having an asthma attack.
I hate when ppl ask me stupid qns.
I hate myself.
I hate my outer personality.
I hate to act like someone else that is NOT me.
I hate being sad, lonely, afraid, unhappy, emo.
I hate that pain will come if i hurt myself.
I hate that ppl thinks i'm shallow.
I hate the ppl say bad things about me. FUCK U!
I hate ppl who hate me. Fuck off BATCH!
I hate act like i dun care but inside i'm hurting.
I hate that i act like a different person 70% of the time.
I hate that singapore only hires u if u have the "papers" instead of ur capability and talent.
I hate that the other races always win sg idol.
I hate the "i hack care" attitude.
I hate the "why" s.
I hate when i HAVE to eat even if i dun feel like eating.
I hate it bcoz i fall for the wrong dude.
I hate it bcoz Mr Right won't come faster.
I hate it bcoz i can't find someone who i can be totally comfortable with.
I hate the ppl who are skinny even when all they do is FUCKING EAT LIKE A PIG.
I hate the FACT that i will gain weight even though i didn't eat a lot.
I hate the fact that no one loves the real me.
I hate the fact that other ppl likes my fake me more than the real me.
I hate the fact that i feel VERY insecure at times.
I hate that we're all gonna die soon.
I hate that money makes the world go.
I hate the fact that SWEET THINGS MAKES PPL FAT.
I hate that all the things i like are either illegal, fattening, harmful and impossible.
I hate the fact that i purposely forget stuffs.
I hate the fact that i have a brother.
I hate that i have "divided" attention from my parents.
I hate the fact that i'm stupid and useless.
I hate that my parents over protect me.
I hate that i always have to give way toy brother. ONLY BCOZ HE IS YOUNGER THAN ME.
I hate that i force myself to act.
I hate it when ppl insult my Ks.
I hate it when PPL WHO R REALLY STUPID that the dun understand me.
I hate ppl who speak english with their FUCKING ACCENTS which makes it difficult for me to understand WAT THE FUCK they are talking abt.
I hate ppl who over-use vulgarities.
I hate that cupid shoots his arrows randomly.
I hate that i have to pick up PIECES OF MY BROKEN HEART.
I hate that my parents smokes.
In short, I kinda HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
FUCK MY LIFE.
Bye.
I hate ppl who smokes around me.
I hate ppl who are FUCKING arrogant.(a lil emotional here, sorry.)
I hate flirts.
I hate jl.
I hate rt.
I hate love.
I hate my asthma.
I hate that i'm often breathless.
I hate being alone.
I hate that i have to agree with other ppl even though i don't.
I hate homework.
I hate fake ppl.
I hate to do reflections.
I hate the ppl that i dun like even though i dunno why i dun like them. (it's their face..maybe?)
I hate to put up a show.
I hate when ppl asks me qns when i'm having an asthma attack.
I hate when ppl ask me stupid qns.
I hate myself.
I hate my outer personality.
I hate to act like someone else that is NOT me.
I hate being sad, lonely, afraid, unhappy, emo.
I hate that pain will come if i hurt myself.
I hate that ppl thinks i'm shallow.
I hate the ppl say bad things about me. FUCK U!
I hate ppl who hate me. Fuck off BATCH!
I hate act like i dun care but inside i'm hurting.
I hate that i act like a different person 70% of the time.
I hate that singapore only hires u if u have the "papers" instead of ur capability and talent.
I hate that the other races always win sg idol.
I hate the "i hack care" attitude.
I hate the "why" s.
I hate when i HAVE to eat even if i dun feel like eating.
I hate it bcoz i fall for the wrong dude.
I hate it bcoz Mr Right won't come faster.
I hate it bcoz i can't find someone who i can be totally comfortable with.
I hate the ppl who are skinny even when all they do is FUCKING EAT LIKE A PIG.
I hate the FACT that i will gain weight even though i didn't eat a lot.
I hate the fact that no one loves the real me.
I hate the fact that other ppl likes my fake me more than the real me.
I hate the fact that i feel VERY insecure at times.
I hate that we're all gonna die soon.
I hate that money makes the world go.
I hate the fact that SWEET THINGS MAKES PPL FAT.
I hate that all the things i like are either illegal, fattening, harmful and impossible.
I hate the fact that i purposely forget stuffs.
I hate the fact that i have a brother.
I hate that i have "divided" attention from my parents.
I hate the fact that i'm stupid and useless.
I hate that my parents over protect me.
I hate that i always have to give way toy brother. ONLY BCOZ HE IS YOUNGER THAN ME.
I hate that i force myself to act.
I hate it when ppl insult my Ks.
I hate it when PPL WHO R REALLY STUPID that the dun understand me.
I hate ppl who speak english with their FUCKING ACCENTS which makes it difficult for me to understand WAT THE FUCK they are talking abt.
I hate ppl who over-use vulgarities.
I hate that cupid shoots his arrows randomly.
I hate that i have to pick up PIECES OF MY BROKEN HEART.
I hate that my parents smokes.
In short, I kinda HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
FUCK MY LIFE.
Bye.
this heart of mine was broken at 6:10 PM
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